Escape from......

You haunt my dreams and I wish I were with you, leastwise until I wake up. My emotions are very raw these days. It seems as if I am destined to relive all of those memories that embodied our relationship. Maybe I get lost in this because at the moment my life relationships are in such turmoil. I am assuming that this is a way to escape. My husband's Alzheimer's is slowly worsening. I am actually at a lost as to what to do about any of it. I really do not want to live in this mental turmoil.

Bear with me, this to shall pass.